Thoughts.
That only you can fill. :)

she spoke at
11:41 PM

It's been months since i last blogged.
You mean there is nothing more to say?!?
OH (HOLY) CRAP!

Ok...figured i might as well get it started again.
A small little (cyber)space for daily ramblings & thoughts.

So it's been 2 months since i 1st stepped into the new office.
Learning to juggle.
Hoping that it'll get easier in due time.
It's been cool. :)
Busily cool.

If only i wasn't so like my dad.
I feel it running through my veins and much as i hate it i can't help how i feel.
Why didn't i get that from the mom.
It is so evident. In your f***ing face!
She knows. And i am sure she does too. :(

When you are wearing what is leftover from yesterday.
*sniff sniff - and then a smile*

Sometimes i really wish we had more time.
If only every single time was not just '5 minutes'
We no longer have the luxury of seeing daylight together.
Maybe it's time to have a whole day to ourselves.
With nothing else in between.
When will that day come?
Why is it that we are always so bogged down by obligations.
Then again...there is always a choice.

I made a choice.
100% it goes.
There's this point of no return.

Please someone remind me how to make a decision again.

And how i long to be sleeping with my '5 minutes'.

she spoke at
10:33 PM

Can you say WOW!
No...i take that back. Can you say
"RUBY RUBY RUBY RUBYYYYY!"

Kaiser Chiefs were f***ing rad!
(and yes...the mike swinging stunt was awesomeee!)
Pity neither of us had a damn camera (AGAIN!)
Didn't bring one for STARS, didn't bring one for Jason Mraz,
didn't bring one for Prodigy, didn't bring one for Oasis.
What in the name...RAWR!

But anyhoo...here's a great live recording of
"Love's not a competition (but i'm winning)!"
WOOOOOOTTT!



And Craig David's tonight. Hahaha.
Insomnia anyone?

Speaking of which, it all feels too surreal at this point.
And it is nothing short of stressful.
But what the hell. Just throw it my way.
I am in for the ride of my life!

And a fateful meeting with a close friend today
brought to the table (literally! since it was over lunch...hahaha)
a sudden surge of inspiration to life.
Thank you. :)

“Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that!” ~Rocky Balboa~

Hit it!
"RUBY RUBY RUBY RUBYYYYYYY"

she spoke at
6:52 PM

Shit happens...it's just ROCK & ROLL!

And it really couldn't have been at a worse time.
Was looking forward to ending the season with a BANG.
Well...it did. But what a COLD & traumatic experience.

But then again. People forget.
Memories are all so pathetically short-term.
After awhile, new toys are found & old ones thrown away.
Most importantly, go back to basic...
NOBODY DIED!

The dust settles.

Time not to repeat a record of not eating for 36hrs.

"Even the best falls down sometime.
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme."
Howie Day was right! If even the best can fall.
What more us mere humans.

I guess what you can really take away from every fall are lessons learnt.
And really really great friends found.
It's true what they say...
In times of need, you see who truly gives a shit.
(thanks for all the support, phonecalls, emails & sms).

The past may come back to bite you sometimes,
but then it may also bring you pleasant surprises. ;)

And for all of you out there talking shit.
Don't need to know who or what or why.
I wish you a good life.

she spoke at
8:05 PM