Time changes everything. Well almost everything.

They say that change is the only constant in life. You can never step into a same river twice. True right? Time is the essence of change because with time, everything becomes something else. Even feelings. Maybe there really ain't anything called eternity. Feeling that you once had might not be the same feeling you have now. And someone you used to like is not the same as someone you still like. Perhaps that's the power of time. The master that takes lives away, make love fade, heals all wounds, weaves all delusions and hopefully release all the pain. Such greatness yet such an evil.

It really changes.

I am really beginning to understand how fate messes with our lives. And how often circumstances gets into play resulting in dire (or not so dire) consequences. There are always external factors that results in something happening. And as usual...TIMING. Even if the right person comes to you but at the wrong time, what is the use? But if a person comes at the right time, he/she doesn't have to be wrong or right. He/she just is. So because of the essentiality (is there such a word? Or have i created yet another?) of timing, there will undoubtedly be a ton load of missed opportunities or some might just plainly put it...'star crossed lovers'. I am sure that everyone has had their fair share of shit like that. So yeah. After awhile, it dawns upon you that maybe all that "it's not meant to be" bullshit might actually be true. And after that..life goes on and everyone moves on. Life. Sucky but we'll have to live through. Somehow.

I've had it easy because i am always the one saying no and sorry. Maybe when one day i become the person being said no or sorry to, I will finally get the feeling i deserve.

I am DANGER.

she spoke at
2:55 PM