It such a sweet thing!
To have buds like these!

In case anyone is wondering,
Wisdom tooth got yanked out!
So i had to miss my
(much anticipated)
trekking trip to
GUNUNG DATUK.
*insert sad violin music*

But fret not! I was still a part of the team,
(albeit only in the form of dotted lines)
Wahahaha. Funny or what?!

Thanks guys!



I'll be hoping for a chance to relive the
fantabulous great outdoors soon.
Seriously...I miss everything about trekking.
The smell of nature, stupid howling monkies,
noisy crickets, riverbaths, peeing in bushes,
jumping off cliffs, mass tins, maggi mee,
And the company. My friends (+ a nanny).

It won't be soon before long.
*smiles*

she spoke at
3:14 PM

she spoke at
3:15 PM

Gruesome - Been sick the past week
Unwise - Had the wisdom tooth yanked out last week.
Weightloss - Yup. As a result of the above 2
Lifeless - You bet!

Where is my light? My spark? My fire?
If i don't find you soon...
I swear i'll send out a search party!

On another note, reading "Sputnik Sweetheart" (yes by Murakami)
evoked a strange sense of nostalgia.
A classmate of mine who left us earlier this year had this very book
sitting in her, for the lack of a better word, casket.
You wonder as you skim through each line, each word, each emotion,
why they placed it in there along with her lifelessness.
That book. It must have meant alot.

Unfortunately, i couldn't quite grasp it all.
Perhaps a second read would help me understand.

All i know is...

"On the outside, nothing will be different.
But something inside has burned up and vanished.
Blood has been shed, and something inside me is gone.
Face turned down, without a word, that something makes it's exit.
The door opens; the door shuts. The light goes out.
This is the last day for the person i am right now.
The very last twilight.
When dawn comes, the person i am won't be here anymore.
Someone else will occupy this body.

Why do people have to be this lonely? What's the point of it all?
Millions of people in this world, all of them yearning, looking to
others to satisfy them, yet isolating themselves. Why?
Was the Earth put here just to nourish human loneliness?

Lonely metal souls in the unimpeded darkness of space,
they meet, pass each other, and part, never to meet again.
No words passing between them. No promises to keep."

~"Sputnik Sweetheart~

Now that really hit me.

she spoke at
1:26 PM

It's a sunday today.
Sundays are lazy usually.

So it does feel a tad strange.
Being out admist hoards of people.
Out with their families, friends, lovers.
Well...mostly lovers.

As for me, i'm sitting around catching up on some overdue work.
Waiting for a business partner.

If sundays were up to me.
I would rise early and have a good hearty breakfast,
coupled with perhaps a few stolen kisses.
Then it's off for a stroll by the beach
and a nice al fresco lunch.
Hmmmm. It would be nice to the lounge by the sea and read.
With a pina colada by the side, and a hand to hold.
Then to top it off, a little shopping and a good dinner.
Another short stroll in the park.
Random talks on the park bench.
Ice cream.
A long ride home.
And a kiss farewell.
Now that would be wonderful.

Well...pop goes the little fantasy.
It's time to head back to work.
And maybe i'd have time for a movie tonight.
Haha.

she spoke at
4:37 PM

*deep breathes*
Well...finally a little time to drop a post.

Got me wisdom tooth extracted. Yikes!
So it is currently the 4th day of MC.
Uh huh. A certified 'unfit' for work pass!
But well...
Spent the MC days doing work mostly.
I guess the mom's right. I'm pretty much a workaholic.
No watching of sappy korean dramas and all that jazz.
Just me, my laptop and a business partner.

And right after it started to get better.
I'm down with a cough. Bah.
It's quite the b**** having to cough when your wound hurts.
And it sucks more to have to not go for a trekking trip
one was SO looking forward to over the weekend.

Anyhoo...


Contemplative.
(should i listen to you?)

she spoke at
2:38 PM

It's FRIDAY! =)

After the hustle and bustle of the entire Elton John week,
one can finally take a breather before Mr. Blunt hits the shore next!
Bah. (he's beautiful...NOT)

But i'll tell you what's beautiful.
SINGFEST 2008! I bet there'll be awesome line-ups.
Will keep this space posted!
Just check out who is performing at SUMMERSONIC this year!



Alicia Keys. The Prodigy. The Subways (yay!). The Verve (yay yay!)
Lost Prophets. The Fratellis. 311. Fatboy Slim. Super Furry Animals.
Does it Offend You Yeah? OneRepublic. (and ok fine...Panic at the Disco)
PLUS *drum roll* DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE! OMFG!

If they were all to head on down here.
We're in for an AWESOME 3 days! Wheeee!
Nuff Said.

Was just reading up on some singer and i found this:

"First of all, it's always assumed that I am gay. I am bisexual. I have always had wonderful, very satisfying relationships with men. But when I started dating a woman, I discovered that nobody wants you if you're bisexual."
- Patrice Pike

Really? Is that right?
Do people see you as unsafe and just run away?
I've always wondered...
What is the difference of losing a person?
(whether or not to the same sex or the opposite)
It's still losing.

Been listening to something lately.
This could be passe but thank you Jo for this song.
It's effing sad. But so awesomely brilliant.

Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy

she spoke at
3:11 PM