Congratulations!!! Haha. That's to me...cuz i'm FINALLY gonna go eat my seafood platter at Fish & Co. Tantalising huh? *slurps* Thanx to mommie. *growls* can't find a picture of it to post.

Mmm...was so darn tired yst night i actually fell asleep at 10 and woke only at like 11 this morning. What a pig right? A shitload of work undone, readings unread, projects not started. *ponders* But what's new about that? Hurhur. It's pretty much the same every semester. Don't even know what all these is leading to. But that's okie. M sure that everything will work itself out. Hakuna matata.

There's training tmr! It's probably the only thing worth looking forward to. I mean aside to friends and all lah. Hopefully little miss belle will get better soon enough. Kinda miss her in training. And that i will be able to roll. *sniffs* So demoralising having to fail all my rolls on thurs. Ooh...gonna be learning edging tmr. To marc: Yes this is yet anothere kayaking term. Go figure. Haha. Sigh. Edging is pretty darn hard. Tried it with Cheng and the rest the other time. All of us just kept tipping over. Haha. It became more of a capsize session more than anything else. Hmm...i think m boring everyone with this kayaking stuff right? *mumbles grumbles*

Perfection is achieved, not when there is nothing left to add, but when there is nothing left to take away

"The Little Prince" by Antoine De Saint-Exupery

I am back on track.

she spoke at
12:04 PM

Sigh. The hols flew past just like that. Well...not really a hol. In fact, it just seemed like 4 days without having to go to school but having tons of work piled up and left to be done. *sniffs* I have no friggin idea how to do a paper for one oof my mods. N m in school for like 2 hrs today just cuz my stoopid com at home doesn't wanna listen to me.

Aside to work, life's been okie. Well well...especially since there's training every week. Something...in fact the only thing that i look forward to these days. Heh. Really nice teammates. Couldn't have asked for better ones. So i guess the company makes it all worthwhile. *smiles*

A friend's been a lil strange these days and i wonder why. There are rarely replies and even wierder, there has been no news. It's an issue that's been bugging me i realize. Sometimes i can't help but feel if it is because i am too busy. As usual. Cooped up with too much activities. But yet again it appears that there's a hint of avoidance (towards me) on her part. I cannot fathom the reason for her actions. Maybe it was something i did. Or maybe it's just her. So all i can do is wait in hopes that maybe things will go back to the way they were cuz i do miss it somehow.

I am moodless.

she spoke at
4:26 PM

"Familiarity breeds contempt"

Why?

Because it is the opposite of...
"Absence makes the heart grow fonder"

she spoke at
11:17 PM

Skipped lecture with 1 on tues. Hehe. Boring IF3210 (Cybercrime and society)...then guess what? We found a small bird with a broken wing (was it?) at the grass patch near engin. So poor thing. Actually it was 1 who spotted it lah. We were actually deliberating as to whether we should pick it up or leave it there. But see...being the *ahem* sweet and nice people we are. U should know what happened lah. Went to 1's room to built it a box home. So cute. Then we just left it there. 1 came back and told me it look so cute zzzing. But later in the night. It suffered the same fate my hamster did. It didn't move anymore. Sigh.

It died.

So there we have it. Another heartbreak. 1 was saying that if we hadn't brought it back, we wouldn't have to see it go. Sorry you had to clear up the mess. I know it sucks. Well...talk about how nothing lasts forever huh?

*Update*
Anywayz went to Bishan to collect my jeans just now. Bleh! The alteration made it look worse. Luckily it was only for $27 and not more. Was just telling Candice that the jeans didn't look as nice as it use to, when i first tried it. Mmm...then was talking to her along the way and part of our conversation went something like that.

Me: Eh remember that guy from CP whom i thought was cute since last year? He
doesn't seem to be that cute anymore leh.
CC: Izzit? Like your jeans lah?
Me: (in shock) Eh wah lau. Only you can make that kind of comment loh. Can
link until like that.

Haha. Tho that were not the exact words. It was somethings like that lah. U get the gist duncha. Okie. It's a private joke. Not funny. Btw girl ah. So sorry that we didn't watch the notebook together. Sigh. Wait till i get the vcd. Then we WILL watch it over a home-cooked meal k? Of course it's u cooking for me lah. The most i can do is err offer u a massage after that? Hehe. Well anyway...i will be going to KL next week for the canoe polo competition. Heh. What a way to kick start the hols. BUT...so many projects are due after the term break. Damn. Have yet to brainstorm for ideas yet. Suppose to be doing an essay on any aspect of popular culture, even an ad analysis. Ideas anyone? Heh.

To *s*: Take care yah?

I find bliss in ignorance.

she spoke at
3:54 PM

It's nice to know that even the smallest creatures can have impact in your life.

My hamster died today.

It was probably the first time that i have had a pet die. I know it's common but it's amazing how sad it is to throw it down the chute. Without a proper burial. Haiz. The fragility of life. I should've expected it when mom and i found a growth on his underbody just awhile ago. We thought that the swelling got better but apparantly not. So...there it was. A little heartbreak.

*A little update*
I am exhausted. Altho i know that a particular friend of mine is probably much more drained than i am. Take care can girl? Well. It's sorta official. I am going to make canoe polo a part of my life now. Or at least i am going for trainings. So far everything's been okie. And there will be this competition in KL on the 17th to 19th of September. Yup. The seniors just opened up the offer to us newbies. But we'll just be there for the exposure. Hmm. Had a SLIGHT deliberation the other day cuz cyclohunt is on the 18th and it's the 25th's first project. But come to think of it, the KL competition is just a once in a lifetime thing. Whereas i can still supoort the 25th in their upcoming events and even trips so i decided to go for it. It's all up to mom and dad now. Anyways...school seems so busy (despite my super slack timetable) and i feel so bad having no time for anything or anyone else. Sigh.

Dinner at Ah ma's was great.

I am just tired.

she spoke at
9:32 PM