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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

A special day flew by today.
And nothing is left but smiles.
And feelings that can never be articulated.

*beams*

And of course a new yoga mat (ohm...), Kino books (woot!), a GAY seal (more woot!), Rufus (adorable-ness), bag from india (thanx kim's mommie!!! Kim: your mom has good taste lah!!! Ha.) new HP (chio!), Zen Neeon (*gasps*), exercise equipment (thanx!), cookies (yummy!), Adidas jackey (cool!), Balding dino, New haircut (i look great *winks*), white roses, birthday condom, monkey-fied pencil case (Yay!), noteholder (Heh), bikini(*whistles*), cards (*smiles*), cakes (Gobble gobble), alot of (MUAKZ) LOVE!!! *MUAKZ*

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY...
ALL OF YOU!!! *BIG squeeze and SLOPPY smooch*

To EVERYONE who made the difference in my life...thank you!!!
THANK YOU so much for making this 21st such a memorable one!!!
And yes.
You guys succeeded in making me weep like a baby!!!
But just for today.
Heh.
It's already enough to have you guys in my life!!!
Everything else is a bonus.
And i just got really lucky.
Heh.

Didn't quite expect 21st to be such a BLAST!!!

(Except for that horrible paper in the afternoon. Bleh. But who cares? It's over!!! Woot!!!)

Spent the eve of hatchday with buddies (& candy) at THAT pasta cafe in taka. Pretty cool since i've always wanted to check that place out. So i came to my final critic = never to visit that restaurant again. Think all of us were shocked at how bad the service was!!! (but i'll throw in some sympathy point for the manager who actually bothered to say "Happy Birthday" to me) You must be wondering how he knew right? Halfway through dinner...in came prancing other half & her beast and half k with THAT really nice cake from Baker's Inn!!! *beams* Obviously...the birthday song (other half solo!!!)resounded throughout the entire restaurant and the poor birthday had no time to mask her unglamly shocked expression and of course left (sadly) with nowhere to hide her face. Lol. Thanx guys!!! It was really sweet (and beast said he hearts me!!! Beast wars will resume as of NOW!!! Too bad for you!!!) Lol.

Buddies were really cute...gave me a hand-made voucher tt allowed me to choose my own prezzies!!! First tear-jerker. I was indeed a little overwhelmed. Especially at kino. *hugs* U guys...it was really thoughtful!!! Spent the night at my place and had a laughing spree watching Russell Peters (again!) Heh. And of cuz we camera whores were clicking the camera like non-stop!!! U guys rock!!! BIG time!!! But not just today...you guys ROCK everyday!!!

Mommie and daddy took me out the next day for fish & co. Yay! It was quite hillarious when i woke up only to find out that they went to church without me. Thing is...i was subtly adamant about not wanting to go. (damn i will go to hell...) so mommie quite obviously got the hint. But it was sweet of her nonetheless. Second tear-jerker happened when daddy gave a personal birthday card (got one from both of them and one specially from dad) *sniffs* so sweet...and moving.

And...
I went for my new haircut!!!
Woot!!! Wasted i can't post pix as yet!!!
But according to marcus: "Haha. You look like a broom!"
But of course he saved his ass later on when he said: "funky do"
And guess what? I was my hairstylist's first customer and it was his first day on the job (at that place of course) AND it was my 21st birthday!!! Heh.

Then...
Had dinner with other-half, HJ, Lao Ge, WK and SY at XIAO LONG BAO that night and this was the BIGGEST shock of all!!! Halfway through desserts (AGAIN!) in came prancing belle, XN and half-k (AGAIN!!!) (Heh. One time not enough ah? Aww...i heart you!!! Heh.) with white roses and a *ahem* BIRTHDAY CONDOM!!! A pity i didn't get a chance to use it. *sniffs* But that was not yet the

So they whipped out a prezzie and i thought it was just from a small group of people...turns out...it was a ZEN NEEON that was made possible because of the contribution of like 33 people!!! Yes i counted!!! *gasps* And of course...i CRIED!!! Not shy bum you all!!! You guys made me CRY!!! URGH!!! I was bawling like a baby!!!

Okie.
So i am exaggerating a little.

But it wasn't the gift that made me cry.
It was YOU GUYS!!!
Not shy!!!

But from the bottom of my heart...
THANK YOU ALL!!!
And don't forget...

I HEART YOU!!!

(Please remind me that i have a paper on thursday!!! Lol.)

she spoke at
1:30 AM

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

BRRRRRRR...

The world has gone wrong!!!
It's been nothing but cold nights and rainy mornings.

And you cry out...

"I miss my heater!!!"

Yes lizard...this blog entry is dedicated to YOU!!! Now i know why i like to zzz in your room!!! *sniffs* Tell your neighbour your "ex" is gonna crash your room more from now on!!! N rufus is like how cute!!! Bleh!!! N haha!!! I finish before you today!!! Still dare say i slow??? Tell yan yan (altho i know she doesn't read my blog) that i heart her!!! Ha. And thank her for breakie k???

Marc: Thanx a million!!! Cuz of you!!! I couldn't start studying and stop laughing!!! Lol. But yeah...thanx for my cock prezzie!!! It's sitting pretty on my bed now. *looks at it and burst out laughing* Lizard says its ugly!!! But her neighbour says its cute!!! Don't care...its mine now!!! N its CUTE!!! Bleh to all!!!

Sweet: ^_^ thank you!!! *hugs*

Dream Partner: Thanx for the cute lil' biscuits!!! I was hesitating whether i should eat it cuz it was so cute but i caved in and gobbled it all up!!! Heh. Love your hair btw!!!

Other-half and Half K: I heart you both!!! Psst kim...don't tell anyone we listen to CHEESY BUBBLEGUM POP ok? No one has to know...shhhh. You are my most UNDERSTANSING friend!!! Wahaha. YIH is being terrorized!!! *cute ghostly muaks* Psst candice...i haven't laughed that hard in ages!!! N tell beast stop fighting with me...i let him be number 1 liaoz...numbers are nothing to me (cuz i can't count anyway according to someone *puts out a bunch of middle finger*) cuz i know my place in your heart *smug look* Beat that!!! You unfriendly beast!!! *waves my torn jeans at you and puts out 2 bunches of middle fingers* Wahaha.

Ailina: ^_^ haven't thanked you for delivering meals and sweets to me and checking up on me when i am studying!!! (or zzzing...heh) *huggies* Heart you!

Shorty: Yay you!!! ^_^ finally getting off your ass!!! Oopz. Heh. *squeeze hug* Heart you too!

Nanny: I love the mints!!! You rock!!! Since i heart everyone liaoz muz say heart you too! And i heard the happy news from candice!!! You can take the oral under your school's english dept!!! Yay!!!

2 papers in the next 3 days!!! Yelps!!!

N what am i doing?

Brain's filled with coconut water and floating husks.

she spoke at
11:13 PM

Thursday, November 10, 2005


Volkova Julia Olegovna

Androgyny.
Is God's gift to mankind.
Haha.

she spoke at
12:45 AM

Monday, November 07, 2005



Heh. THANK YOU MARCUS!!! (it is so cock...its cute *coughs coughs winks winks*)

Gonna be watching the premier of HP4 next week!!! Woot!!! 4th year at Hogwarts & loadsa chio bus!!! What more can one ask for? Hurhur. Thanx to my 2 crazy buddies. We've already secured tix!!! ^_^

One more assignment and it'll all be over. Time to gear up for the exams!!! Bleh. 3 more weeks and i am a free soul. Can't believe a semester flew past just like that. Many memories i already miss *ponders* Too many memories to be missed when i graduate. Even more many memories to be missed when i leave. *ponders*

Other-half: YIH will soon be ours to wreck!!! Hurhur.
#1: Its over already!!! ^_^ Glad i changed topic to do with you. Heh. My powerpoint shen!!!
Half K: I heart you! Specially dedicated to you. You use phone. I use blog.

Have i ever mentioned that i LOVE DUBLIN MUDSLIDE from Ben & Jerry's? Awesome-ness!!!

*psyches up for exam preparation*

she spoke at
11:54 PM

Sunday, November 06, 2005



Haha. What a ignorant loser. So as most of us are.

You wonder...

Words come so easily when you least expect
But when you really do want to say something
There only reeks silence.
(And i choke on nothing)

You wonder...

Why is it that no matter how hard you try
Some things just doesn't seem to work?
(is God laughing now?)

You wonder...

If something no longer means something to you
Why are you running in the opposite direction?
Stop lying to yourself
(But if it makes you feel better...)

And you wonder...

Why are you typing such a bo liao post when you are suppose to be tight on deadlines?
(And then you do it again...)

The things we wonder sometimes...

she spoke at
12:26 AM