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Monday, October 24, 2005

Was watching "Something's Gotta Give" on HBO just yst. I am such a sucker for romantic comedies. They are actually so good that you end up buying into the whole idea of romance. Here's a lil something else that Diane Keaton said to her on-screen daughter (let's call her B for baby) after her series of bawls (which was hillarious!!!). This is so darn true. It is really rather unnerving. (Can't believe i actually went to look for the transcript of the movie!!! *blushes* while there's so much work left undone...oopz...no one said procrastination kills. Not yet anyway. Heh.) Here goes...

B: Are you crying?
D: Yeah. It's my new thing. I've gotten abnormally brilliant at it.
B: Why? What is it?
D: I'm in love.
Ain't it great?
Seems like I gotta learn how to do that
love-them-and-leave-them stuff,you know?
B: Oh, Mom, I hate this.
Now do you get my theory about all this?
You gotta self-protect.
D: You don't really buy this stuff you say, do you?
You don't actually think that you can outsmart getting hurt?
B: I think it's worth trying.
D: Listen to me.
You can't hide from love for the rest of your life
Because maybe it won't work out
Maybe you'll become unglued?
It's just not a way to live.
B: Are you telling me this is good?
D: I think you should consider the possibility
that you and I are more alike than you realize.
I let someone in,and I had the time of my life.
I've never had the time of my life.
I know, baby.
And I say this
From the deepest part of my heart.

And for the finale...

I think this final scene is really really sweet. Let's just call Jack Nicholason "J" and Diane Keaton "D" ya?

On a bridge somewhere in Paris.
J: Where's Julian?
D: He's back at the hotel.
He said when he saw me with you...

he knew that I was stillin love with you.
What do you have to say about that?

J: If it's true, my life just got made.
D: Why''d you come here, Harry?
J: Turns out the heart attack was easy to get over.
You...
Were something else.
I finally get what it's all about.
I'm 63 years old,and I'm in love...
For the first time in my life.
That's what I came here to say.


There is still hope my friends. No more worries singletons!!! He found love at 63!!! Damn.

Kim: Thanx! :) I heart you too!

she spoke at
12:43 AM

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

*phone rings*

Kos: Hello?
O.H: Hello dear...just called to say goodnight
Kos: (speechless for a moment) Awww...


The littlest things make me smile.
Don't worry about a thing.
I'm always your number one.
No one else can take that away.

Heh. (so mushy hor?) But it really made my day!!! Or night for that matter. See la!!! I am going to bed with a huge grin on my face. Heh. Hope i won't evoke jealousy from any other person. Lol.

Yet another week of school has started. Bleh. You can see that the blog entries are reallt frequent cuz i blog alot when i am stressed out. Strangely...i am not the only one who has such a syndrome!!! Lunch with Maxi & Mini was good. Too bad they had to leave for class. Information overload sia. Everytime.

Decided to change issue tracking topics. FINALLY a project with my #1. Lol. N FINALLY having lunch with her tmr.!!! SECOND time in the entire semester!!! How sad right? But at least there's tmr!!! ^_^

Ok. Shall stop procratinating and start doing up my ASSay!!! Urgh!!!

I wanna go to the world open wakeboarding championships on sat & sun!!! Sigh. Hopefully i can make it there for a least a little while!!! *crosses fingers*

Marc: I will kick your ass if you keep doing what you do to irritate me. *flex delts*
Shorty: Sorry i missed you babe. So sad. Not to be. Not to be. Soon ya?
Noel: We must cross fingers together k!!!

she spoke at
1:07 AM

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Don't go on
Looking for the love
In the illusion of it all
The answers in the dream


Cause I have been through mire and confusion
I am free as far as I can see
Is Nashville skyline
Underneath it all
You yourself are free

14 hours ago
I was living in a dream
I was living for the scene
I was floating high above


Cause I have been through mire and confusion
I am free as far as I can see
Is Nashville skyline
Underneath it all
You yourself are free
Floating high above
The Nashville skyline

And underneath it all
You yourself are free
You yourself are


Forevermore
Is the love that you need to believe
And you yourself are there
Floating high above the Nashville skyline

How apt. Although i might have to change Nashville to Woodlands Blk 895C skyline. And 14 hours ago is a tad too recent. Lol. But Dishwalla totally rocks!!! Just checked out their albums online. They have a new album!!! Well at least its released in 2005. Think Opaline should be their best album so far. The new album's pretty good too!!! Had the privillege of previewing it online. Woot!!! I heart you!!!

Hell week has almost come to a close...
But another one has yet to come...

Just got back from ECP. Rovers appreciation chalet. Altho it was meant for the 25th comm...the 24th comm was shamelessly making their presence known. Really great to see everyone again. Kinda feels like old times doesn't it? *smiles* Nostalgia. But i am glad. N BBQ chicken wings marinated with tiger beer is good!!! N the comm gift is damn chio lah!!! We did similiar stuff for the polo coaches as well!!! Nice nice!!!

Ran bout 5 plus km with lao ge shortly after arriving at the chalet. Wow. Really nice to run at ECP. Nice run lao ge!!! A pity i live on the other side of the island. Quite cool lah. Finally i get to burn something from running. I vaguely remember the polo babes saying that we've not been burning anything at all cuz 2.4km only takes us like an average of 13 mins to run while in actual fact...you only start to burn fats when you run for half an hour. Lol. I know i know...alot of people in the team hates running. Y? Sad-ed. It's really quite fun!!! Oopz. Heh heh.

Was contemplating (AGAIN) whether or not to join the standard chartered half marathon. Was actually quite against it myself altho the challenge is indeed tempting. Lucky papa was there to dispense his valuable advice as usual. Second time he helped me come to terms with such stuff. I know he probably doesn't read this but i'd thank him anyway. I should really think about not getting sucked into these kinda self-challenge. Gonna be attempting a 10km this wed after classes. Shouldn't take that long to finish i guess. Good for stress relief. Next week is gonna be just as bad as this.

Running is therapeutic.
The faster you run.
The more you forget.
Running is good for the soul.

Anyway...today was the first time i held a Zen Neeon in my hands. Wow. Feels pretty good. Looks pretty good. And its only going for $299. Cheap compared to tt damn iPod Nano. Was seriously reconsidering getting an MP3 player cuz its so damn expensive!!! Hmmm. Might not get it afterall. It is truly a good to have. But not a must have. Save money save money!!! Candice ah...you ah...haha...you lah...only you will know wad i am talking about...*thinks papa and you*

In life you come to realize that you are alone most of the time.
Much as you might want to attest to that.
You are still very much alone.
Who do you think you count on at the end of the day?
Who else?

Noel: Sorry you couldn't come today. Better take care of yourself k? I really had alot of fun at settler's with you guys that time. We should go again soon. Really glad that you decided to have a gathering. Guess Candice couldn't have said it any better. ^_^

she spoke at
12:55 AM

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on
Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
Still I can't say what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer to me
So close that I can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon...
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna scare her
It's not hard to
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

Really really love this song by Damien Rice. But i'd have to say that Zsa (only the few of you will know who she is...it was fun babes!!!), much as she was really really cute and all, didn't exactly do justice to the song. Not that i can sing it any better but the orginal still rocks!!! Her other songs were pretty good tho'. Come to think of it...i would wanna do what i have been putting off for a long time. *beams* I will...i shall...(not gonna tell you guys what is it gonna be...)

Hell week is finally over. 1 presentation, 1 test and 3 deadlines down. Many more to go...

Just got back from training. -_-"' Reaction drill was bad enough...Beep test was worse...nvm nvm...it's all for the good of the team n self. Yoga tmr. Hopefully it'll take away the pains.

Life's an emotional rollercoaster.
But this is an awfully long ride.
Please don't let me puke.
Quick! Someone throw over a plastic bag!

Marcus: Thanx dude! :)
Kim: Thanx for everything babe!!! Hope i didn't scare you that night...
Joey: Thanx for your room n lunch!!!
Liling: Thanx for ur bed!!! It's really nice to wake up to a hug! U take care ya? Make sure u keep rubbing tt blue-black! No worries. You'll still be gorgeous!!!

Ohmmmmmmmmm.

she spoke at
2:23 AM

Saturday, October 08, 2005



Had my first yoga class today. Pretty basic but it was pretty interesting. I shall one day be able to bend over to kiss my knees and of course be able to do that *points at picture* and put my leg over my head *thinks madonna* I think its really good for relaxation and wellness. Damn i sound like i am doing sales for it don't i?

Why the sudden craze over yoga? Well...i finally got down to doing something that i have always wanted to. ^_^ I guess that is the thing about alot of us. We procrastinate too much. Sometimes you've just gotta seize the moment and do what you want. That is the only way you'll ever get down to doing so.

And yeah i've heard that yoga is good for sex life too. Heh. Wonder if joey reads this blog. Oopz. Just kidding babe. Mmm...was just telling mom that i will probably venture into tantric yoga one day. And just what her reaction was? She laughed and gave me a cheeky look. See see...sex is essential. So why not spice it up a little? Heh. Next time next time.

Also tried something new for the first time today. Balinese massage. Managed to persuade dad to enter the shop. Heh. Thanx for paying daddy!!! Not bad at all. Neck, shoulder and back massage with some balinese oil made from lemongrass and spices. Wow. Felt really relaxed. First time having massage without my top on. Woooo...and best thing was...it wasn't too pricey. Heh.

What a day.

At least those were distractions from the things that were going on again. Sometimes you just don't know how to react anymore. Becoming numb to things is not a good thing. If you ask me...its emotionally damaging. *shrugs* you don't know how to walk away from certain things. Yet sometimes you wish that you had the courage to. But at the end of the day. Isn't life all about compromises? What you give you don't always have to take. But there is always a time when too much is too much.

Ah...the glitches of life.

Everyone should meditate. Come chant with me.
Ohmmmmmmmmmm.....

she spoke at
10:21 PM

Wednesday, October 05, 2005



1) "Why waste time learning, when ignorance is instantaneous?"

2) "There's an inverse relationship between how good something is for you, and how much fun it is."

3) "In my opinion, television validates existence."

4) "You know how people are. They only recognize greatness when some authority confirms it."

5) "As far as I'm concerned, if something is so complicated that you can't explain it in 10 seconds, then it's probably not worth knowing anyway."

6) "People think it must be fun to be a super genius, but they don't realize how hard it is to put up with all the idiots in the world."

7) "I'M SIGNIFICANT!...screamed the dust speck."

8) "The best presents don't come in boxes."

9)"Sometimes I think the surest sign that intelligent life exists elsewhere in the universe is that none of it has tried to contact us."

How true how true...^_^ This kid is too smart for his own good!!! Anywayz...just weighed myself again and it is OFFICIAL!!! I have put on 4kg!!! Woot!!! That is like ALOT!!! Wonder where it came from...tsk tsk. If i'm gonna start looking like a man...*sniffs* i would be really upset!!! Tried on this tube top the other day. Gorgeous!!! (the top i mean) but my arms looked HUGE in it!!! Ah well...mus-cle galore!!! N it shall get worse!!! *yelps*

Okie...no more procrastination!!! On to accomplish ASSignments!!! Haha. No wonder they are called ASSignments. *whistles*

she spoke at
11:13 PM


The world is so COLOURFUL



Everything will be fine!!! Just look at the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow!!! For everyone having mid-terms and tests...HANG IN THERE!!! It'll be over sooner than you think!!!

Ganbatte Ne.

she spoke at
12:47 AM

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

To have the ablility to celebrate death with life
is the only reason how humanity survives.
To see the beauty of death as a beginning.
To hold life in our hands.
That is the gift that God has given.
To see death in the light of rebirth.
And birth as the start to an incredible journey.
That is the everyday miracle that surrounds us.
You don't have to see God.
He is there in death as he is in life.
For the joys that he brings on both occasions are joys that will last you...
A lifetime and eternity.

she spoke at
1:30 AM

Sunday, October 02, 2005

The dead cockroach has not been recovered.

Shudders.

Yes. Another cockroach scare at 4 am yst morning. Bloody black thing made me evacute my room to safer grounds (i.e. the living room) and i ended up having to sleep on a sofa that was too short for my legs. Kinda felt like i was being kicked out of them room by my wife and punished to sleep on the sofa for the night. What a scary thought.

Shudders more.

And just when i was so exhilarated that september was fine-free month...i had to be 10 mins late today. -_-"" Life just comes back and bites you in the ass doesn't it?

Sighs.

So much work to do. So not in the mood to do anything. Somebody please delete the L word from my computer!!! On second thoughts...heh. Don't. Ah well...the time will come where datelines are in your face and then you will have no choice but to face up with the terrible consequence of procrastination.

This is the good life of last minute workers.

"Be With Me" ends its screening on tuesday night.

Shrugs.

The seafood tofu at the malay pasar malam next to causeway point is mouth-watering-ly gorgeous!!!

Drools.

For all my saddistic friends out there. Check this out. http://www.hugi.is/hahradi/bigboxes.php?box_id=51208&f_id=1000 You might not understand what is going initially but just watch on for a maximum bloodfest!!!

Bored.

Damn shagged out from polo. So many missing players today!!! M.Bison, Blanka, Barok weren't around!!! Missed you all!!! Even Ryu and Guile weren't exactly playing (*respect* training so hard)

Tired.

Gonna go try to do my ASS-ay before the workload gets too much to handle.

Stops procrastinating.

I shall also leave everyone with a VERY GOOD RECOMMENDATION!!! http://www.eyezmaze.com/grow/cube/ I swear u will NOT regret clicking on this link. Do try out the game called vanilla something. The grow series is also damn cool.

Still procrastinating.

They are all so right...blogs are soooooooooo good in times of stress.

Any reason to continue procrastinating.

Yoga classes are starting soon.

Hums...

Alrighty. M gone.

she spoke at
11:50 PM