At the end of a long work day...
Crazy ass conversations such as that below will take place

♡ christein ★ says:
i want to punch babie
♡ christein ★ says:
babies
♡ christein ★ says:
lol

...

I am so sleepy.
And feeling a tad too sappy.
*grimace*

she spoke at
5:58 PM

Beauty lies in the eye of the beholder.
And you are beautiful.
Don't let anyone else tell you otherwise.
Why should you tie your worth to someone else?
It's utterly & completely not what you deserve.

Quite another matter altogether, please allow me dream a little...



This is where i wanna be in a few month's time.
*crosses fingers, toes & everything else crossable*





Good things will come to those who wait.

You've come to realise that political arguments are always interesting.
(Did i really sound defensive?)
I guess that is what happens when you are too emotional
Too passionate. Too carried away fighting for a cause.
Results is perhaps not the most important thing that came out of this.
The fact that people actually give a hoot.
To stand up for what the feel deserves to be stood up for.
No matter what the outcome.
You know at the very least...
That somebody cares.

she spoke at
10:42 AM

I once told someone that most people blog when they are bothered about something.
What else do you blog about?

"Today i went to (insert happy place here) and did (insert happy thing here)
with (insert person who made you happy here) and it was (insert happy adjective)"

Afterall, articulating anger is always the easiest.

Anyway that aside.
I am just blogging because i haven't blogged in the longest time.
(not that i have nothing to say...maybe i just don't want to say it)
Life's been nothing short of busy.

What's new anyway?

There are days you go through life wishing you didn't exist.
Wishing hard that when you go down you take nobody with you.

"And i know it's around me somewhere, but i just can't feel it...
The promise that on the other side of depression lies a beautiful life,
one worth surviving suicide for, will have turned out wrong.
I will all be a big dupe."

Prozac Nation is BADDDDDD influence.
Please (don't) read it.

Someone said something that kinda struck me yesterday.
"My life is worth nothing. Even if i died. I wonder who would remember me"
If i died, don't grief for me.
Live your life like i would have lived. Max it out.
I might have been an intricate part of your life at one point.
Maybe a stranger in the next.
But what matters is that in that moment that i made a difference, take it with you.
Doesn't really matter what happens next.

Talk to me while i'm walking away.

Then there are times you wish you weren't who you were.
You wouldn't cave in to those moments of weakness.
You will wear a mask.
And they will only see the best of you.

Promises i can't keep. I shouldn't make.

Why does it feel like night today? Something in here's not right today.
We fall to the floor, the rest of the day stands still.
Cover up your face you can't run the race
The pace is too fast you just won't last
So you pick up a pen and write yourself a new identity.
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin.
Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down.
I need a little room to breathe cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And i'm about to break.

I LOVE LINKIN PARK! =)
Chester throw me your boxers!
Mike jump on me & i will catch you as you fall!

Feeling a little something there...

she spoke at
11:59 AM