*i am pissed with those bloody posters*

All these movies i haven't seen...wanna see...and will see...

Procrastinating as usual.

***HAPPY 21 st BIRTHDAY JAMIEEEE!!!***

she spoke at
12:00 AM

Shuz. Kim. Kos. Da Blur. Lizard.

Heh. Sorry couldn't find one with everyone. But ain't they cute? This streetfighter thing is so much fun. Hurhur.

Just heard a story from other half.

There was once a man who caught a shark and a fish. He then proceeded to put them in a fish bowl with a glass separation. Eager to get the fish...the shark would try to knock the glass down. However...whenever the shark got a little closer to doing so...the owner would change the glass into a thicker and thicker one. Meanwhile...the owner would throw smaller fishes into the bowl for the shark to eat. Although this was so...the shark continued on its quest to get to the fish on the other side of the glass.

As the glass got thicker...the shark began to realize that it was impossible to get to the fish as it was hurting him to knock against the glass with hopes in vain. Soon after...the shark gave up. He began to devour the little fishes instead of pining for the fish on the other side. One day...the owner finally removed the glass and the shark could now have access to the fish it had so wanted. However...it didn't care. Even when the smaller fishes swam over to the fish...the shark didn't bother. He just waited to be fed the smaller fishes cuz he couldn't forget the hurt that was brought upon him.

There there...one of those sad facts of life.

And btw i need to clarify. Much to the shock of everyone...i am not a fan of techno. It is HOUSE that i like. Heh. Thanx Jem. Now i don't sound so beng do i?

Came to realize that Jason Mraz is pretty easy listening. Neato. More songs to keep me through the night. Esp when i am TRYING to study. Heh. Note: TRYING. Tsk

she spoke at
1:00 AM

My inner ah-beng has finally decided to crawl out from its shell to meet the world.
I shall seize to be a closet beng! Hohoho.

Chicane. DJ Tiesto. DJ Encore. Ian Van Dahl. Paul Okenfold. Floorfilla.

I swear that techno is good stress relief.

This week is mid-term break. (sorry what?)
This week is mid-term BREAK. (what break?)
MID-TERM BREAK!!!!!!!

Yeah right...break my foot. Break or no break i am still in school every single frikken' day. You call this a break? Come on...gimme a break...(LAME!)

And guess wad? Just got my pay today. A measly $110. How in the world m i suppose to get someone(s)something (that i have owed for so long) when i still have to pay off emergency debts? Not to mention bills? *growls* Life is like a box of chocolate. Why have i tasted only the bittersweet? Ok...things are probably not as bad as they sound. But just let me whine abit...*whines*

Life is strange...

Mama's going back to the UK tmr. *sniffs* i miss them all. (sighs) Grad trip: UK or Nepal?

Been neglecting too many things. Need...to...stop...running...

ROCKSTAR INXS finals tmr morning at 9.45am. Woot!!!

#1: FANG FANG FANG FANG FANG...i suck la *hangs head* Btw...wad makes u think that i will take 3208? Heh. But yah lah. This sem just take it as a payback loh. From me to you. Heh.

The only perfection i can achieve. I do in dreams.
I just wanna dream. I just wanna sleep. Don't wake me up.

she spoke at
12:17 AM

Today you told me the sweetest thing.

I love you much.

Although things are a little different now.
I know that we will always be together.

she spoke at
12:24 AM

School has kicked in...HARD...

Haven't blogged in awhile now. What can i say? Been busy with school. Although m pretty sure m still lagging far behind. School's such a bitch. How in the world is anyone gonna survive another year?

On the lighter side of life...love is in the air!!! Can you smell it??? Take a whiff!!! Ahh...such bliss...*smiles* nope nope m not attached or anything. Just in case you were wondering. Just felt like saying this cuz love really seems to be everywhere. Maybe it was triggered by my visit to sheares the other day. BUAYA WEEK. So fun!!! We should have BUAYA WEEK everywhere!!! So here's the deal...within that one week...everyone will get to buaya somebody and get buaya-ed by someone else. Man...some of the things that the hall people put up were sooooooo sweet!!! *swoons* Getting me all in the mood for love...

Everyday, i look around
Seems that no one's ever satisfied
Could it be, that underneath
We've all got something to hide

From the moment we arrive
We want to fill the space inside
We all need to feel alive

If it's love that keeps us breathin
Gives us something to believe in
Is it fear that makes me blind
Tell me, why is love so hard to find
If we hear so much about it
And we cant go on with out it
Let the mystery unwind
Tell me, why is love so hard to find

M pretty sure you have heard of people telling you not to play with fire. Cuz what seems so harmless and warm could end up burning you. Sure...playing with fire is fun but when everything spurs outta control and you no longer know what to do...that's when you know you are in trouble. Sadly, the lure of the fire is so strong...sometimes you just dunno how to not start fooling around with it. Thank god for extinguishers and 'attention-deficit syndrome'. Haha. I am evil.

I guess sometimes in life...there is just no easy way out. You have to do what you have to do. Even if it turns you cold. It get worse when you start internalising it. Sooner or later it'll become such an intrisic part of you that you no longer know how to move forward. But there is still a part of me left.

If i told you you had a great body
Would you hold it against me?

Can't believe i'm startin to sound like a love-lorn idiot!!! Shall be agnsty and go all 'i hate the world' in the next post...

Back to books.
Thou shall kill all journalists.

she spoke at
10:24 PM

There was a matchstick.
His head was itchy.
Then he started scratching it.
And guess what?
He caught fire!!!

*1 min laughing interval*

So he went into the hospital.
And he turn into something else.
What was it he turned into?

A COTTONBUD!!!

Hahahahahahahahahahaha. Thank you Candice!!! You rock!!!

Anywayz...check out this cool AD!!! http://www.bigad.com.au

I am stressed!!!

she spoke at
12:30 AM

Talk about the vagueness of the world. How many times have we all treaded on dangerous grounds. To walk the narrow path between resentment and mere complaint is fearful enough to make one realise how alike he is to a tight rope walker.

A few of the hardest things in life...
1) Learn to listen
2) Less "i" more "you"
3) Less "resentment" more "understanding"

We all get carried away. Sometimes we forget.
That there is always someone else in the picture.
And their emotion is something that you cannot ignore.

Knowing that you've unknowingly hurt them is painful.
But knowing that you might have had a little ill intent is even worse.

We all love to play the game of guilt-trips.
It makes you feel good doesn't it? When someone feels bad?
The satisfaction can only last for awhile.
So what if you do succeed?

You are more upset than if you had shut the hell up.

On to the brighter side of life...

The L word season 2 is HOT HOT HOT!!! Carmen's HOT!!! Shane is HOTTER!!! They are all so damn bloody HOT!!! I had a friend come into lecture proclaiming this - "I WANNA SCREW SHANE" Uh huh darling...i think you are not the only one. Who in their right minds wouldn't wanna be screwed by shane? And carmen of course. Okie...this sounds really bad. But trust me...there are certain things in life that are just a little irresistible. And might i add that this is abso-fucking-lutely one of them.

Ok. So i have had my say on HOT lesbos. What else?
School's a bitch.

Assignments Aplenty.
Homework Hades.
Projects Pain.
School Sucks.

Off to weave my world.

she spoke at
1:35 AM