YOU.

Because you always know what to say.
Because you are there to listen, no matter how stupid i sound.
Because you give the greatest advices.
And because of what you've told me.
I came to a conclusion of what i have to do.
And because of what you've told me.
You've made things a lot better, alot more in perspective.
And i love you...
Mom.

she spoke at
11:00 PM

Fear is when you know that you are in control,
of death, when you come so close.
Ever stood by the traffic light and thought,
"If i just walk across a second too soon"

Fear is when you know that despite of what you have to say,
you linger behind only to watch the back of that person walk by.
Perhaps if you tried a little harder,
you would be walking down a different road.

Fear is when you are sitting alone and waiting,
and realising that you are waiting for no one.
Because you know,
that hope only brings disappointment.

Fear is losing what you had and all that you didn't,
and knowing that nobody took them from you.
You,
you gave them away.

But the greatest fear of all,
lies in the hands of indifference.

*CPbabes: Aja Aja Fighting! Today was just a sneak preview. Tomorrow we'll show them.

I love R.Star.

I’m breaking out,
It’s a time like this that makes you want to die.
I’m breaking out,
Of this modern day belief of not to try.

And I’m dying to be,
What your seeing in me.

Stop trying to be so ordinary,
Be strong and be brave,
and begin your story.
Cause it’s all that you’ve got
When you make it in this world.

I’m breaking out
It’s a tidal wave of everything to come.
I’m breaking out,
So I’ll ride the wave and see what I’ve become.

And I’m dying to be,
What your seeing in me.

And you’ll forget, just how to be.
And you’ll regret, cause now I’m free.
All that you need,
Is all that you are.

Stop trying to be so ordinary,
Be strong and be brave,
and begin your story.
Cause it’s all that you’ve got
When you make it in this world.

she spoke at
7:10 PM

Ok. So the blog title is cheesy.
But honestly people...
If you ain't watching ROCKSTAR SUPERNOVA, you don't know what you are missing.
Wednesdays make me happy.
I swear.
This week's original song blew my mind. Orgasmic.
Well. So i exaggerate.
But it was absofuckinglutely fab!
Here's Ryan in action.



"From now on, you are Ryan the dark horse Star" says Dave.
Indeed.
Be afraid Dilana, be very afraid.

Anyway to my babes...
Can't quite believe that it's so close.
So close you can almost taste it.
(the chlorine that is!)
It's been such a tremendous journey, i know that everyone is dying to go out with a BANG!
(does possum chest hit)
I know we have it in us to do it.
So let's just be PERFECT.

On another note, you will be surprise at how something so simple can become an entertainment for hours.
Try this if you may.
The game of "_______ or ________"
Take this for example.
Grab a friend and start asking questions like those below.
"Songwriting or Music", "Control or Suspension", "Falling asleep or waking up"
And the list goes on.
You'll be amazed at the things you get out of this.
Trust me when i say that you'll learn alot more than you can imagine.

Did i mention that i love ROCKSTAR?
Marry me, Tommy Lee!

she spoke at
12:30 AM

I like the stars.
It's the illusion of permanence, i think.
I mean, they're always flaring up and caving in and going out.

But from here i can pretend...

I can pretend that things last.
I can pretend that lives last longer than moments.

Gods come and Gods go.
Mortals flicker and flash and fade.

World's don't last;
And stars and galaxies are transient, fleeting things that twinkle like fireflies
And vanish into cold and dust.

But i can pretend.

~The Sandman by Neil Gaiman~

Brilliance.
If this isn't literature, nothing is.

she spoke at
11:24 AM

she spoke at
7:58 PM