It's nice to know that even the smallest creatures can have impact in your life.

My hamster died today.

It was probably the first time that i have had a pet die. I know it's common but it's amazing how sad it is to throw it down the chute. Without a proper burial. Haiz. The fragility of life. I should've expected it when mom and i found a growth on his underbody just awhile ago. We thought that the swelling got better but apparantly not. So...there it was. A little heartbreak.

*A little update*
I am exhausted. Altho i know that a particular friend of mine is probably much more drained than i am. Take care can girl? Well. It's sorta official. I am going to make canoe polo a part of my life now. Or at least i am going for trainings. So far everything's been okie. And there will be this competition in KL on the 17th to 19th of September. Yup. The seniors just opened up the offer to us newbies. But we'll just be there for the exposure. Hmm. Had a SLIGHT deliberation the other day cuz cyclohunt is on the 18th and it's the 25th's first project. But come to think of it, the KL competition is just a once in a lifetime thing. Whereas i can still supoort the 25th in their upcoming events and even trips so i decided to go for it. It's all up to mom and dad now. Anyways...school seems so busy (despite my super slack timetable) and i feel so bad having no time for anything or anyone else. Sigh.

Dinner at Ah ma's was great.

I am just tired.

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9:32 PM