"Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end."
Because...
"What is meant to be will always find a way."
Hmm...20 years of being in *ESC (*Those who don't already know, ESC = Exclusive Singles Club. For people who are exclusively single, that is not attached and have never been. Heh.) teaches you quite alot of things. Is love really not about the search for that right person? But yet again, how do you define the right person? It's not really definitive right?
Personally, i would go by the vibe, whether you have a feeling for that person. But sadly, my vibes sometimes fail me as well. What i thought was something actually turned out to be something else altogether. Sometimes i ain't even sure what i am feeling towards some people.
So if love is about creating the right relationship, does this mean that everyone stand a chance to building that relationship with you? *shudder* Then what are the possiblities that the wrong vibes might get sent out and *sigh* both parties get hurt in the process? Love is such a strange thing.
But i do agree for one that what matters is not how much love you start off with but how much love you can built in the end. Love is such a powerful thing. It makes people do the silliest things, even if it means being at the brink of damaging one's own body. Not quite sure if that quite fits the profile but i guess some people are just so eager to get the attention and acceptance by the one person they love so dearly. So much so that they are blinded to those who really care and have already willingly accepted them for who they are. Why are they so blinded? Why can't they see that they are being loved? Not neccessarily by the one they so seek affection from? I can give you the same. Even more. What is the point of seeking something that is not worthy of doing so? Maybe i will never understand the intensity of it all.
Do i really send out lesbo vibes? Haha. It's so funny that so many people are questioning my sexuality. There are always people telling me they thing i am not straight and yada yada. Well people...i am just me. Haha. Greg even suggested that i should get a boyfriend to fend off any rumours. Not that i bother lah. Haha Just curious to know why. There. Nuff said.
Suppose to be doing my socio research paper. Bloody f*** man. Dunno how to do. And suppose to go to bedok to eat ba chor mee. But parents are still zzzin. *sniffles* Ended up doodling. Boy i miss doin my anime drawings. Hehe. Did one of myself. An anime version. Ooh...nice. Haha shamelessly praising self. Anyway i got back my handroll!!! Woo hoo!!! Lizard...please be nice and don't anyhow cap me lah. Heh.
In a good mood. For some reason.
