Sometimes in life...You get so tired of everything that nothing seems to be worth to live for. You feel like breaking down. And nothing else matters.

Then you see the people around you caving in. And there's nothing you can do about it. Especially since you are not even in the position to say anything without even first knowing something. The feeling of helplessness. And when the strange feeling of sadness overwhelms you whenever someone cries on your shoulder. You realise that saying "everything will be okie" sometimes just doesn't work. You are just deluding yourself and the person ain't it? Cuz is everything really going to be okie? Well eventually it will but definitely not at that moment right?

But for all that is worth...please be strong. There is alot of hidden strength in everyone of us waiting to be unleashed. At least tell yourself that.

Its painful to see everything threatening to fall apart. But yet there are times where you can only express yourself through words. Like how i am. Nonetheless...i worry. There is always a nagging concern at the back of your head don't you think? And it never ever goes away? Only to remind you that perhaps you want to do so much more than you are now...but you just don't know how.

Breaking in silence.

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3:56 AM