I wanna cry.

I can't believe that i sprained my wrist!!! *wails* Not to mention that there's gonna be a friendly match this sat. *sigh* It so painful i can't even bend it forward nor back. And worse of all...i can't rotate!!! How am i going to hold a paddle to keep? Not to mention a strange back injury and how i got an ankle injury while trying to roll. -_-||| Thank God for Caiwang's fast reflexes to pull me back after attempting to hand-tackle me cuz i screamed "i have a leg cramp!!!" *phew* Anyway...we played a really good game against the senior girls and junior guys yesterday. We beat the seniors (but lizard was sitting out...) 2-1. And the junior guys scored thru fast breaks. Cuz they were obviously faster than us. BUT...our dear Ariel managed to win the sprint against alvin!!! U rock girl!!! Well done!!! This could work during SRRR. Which is in about a week's time. -_-|||

Was gonna go help pack stuff for the Tsunami victims at some place in CCK. But didn't manage to go today. Was thinking of asking sheri and ailina along tmr but how m i to carry things with my injury? *wails*

I feel like i am a burden. Tell me how can i not be? I really don't know how. After everything that they have done. It never seems to be enough. And i don't know what to do. These are the times that you wish you never existed.

I am helplessly useless.

she spoke at
10:28 PM