A Perfected World

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

I am back.

Haven't been updated since i started work. So wad has the past weeks been like? KL (disappointing...). Work. Dim Sum (not that nice afterall...but shalln't complain...). NUH (Hurray KIM!!!). zZz-overs (both of which i fell zzz...sorry...). Star Wars ("To call Hayden's acting wooden is an insult to all puppets in the world" Eh kim...whussup lah?) Sunrise (almost there...). Breakfasts (i never have breakfasts mind u...). Knee-scare (wasted $50 on an x-ray!!! Stoopid doctor!!! Whussup with the accdent???!!!). Sad over Carrie Underwood's victory over Bo Bice. Happy over Kelly's victory over that bitchy woman from 'The Apprentice'. Paint-a-home(a room in 4 hrs k!!! *hugs* to my other half). ESC dinner (juicy juicy!!!). Trainings (more injuries sustained *frowns*). Supper (another impulsive decision). More work...BLEH.

Results out tmr but i can't get them. Those who know why will know why. Oopz. Dun really wanna find out either. Tsk tsk. Go ahead and be in denial kos...

And i guess she's right. It was fatigue talkin that night. But that was only partial. I am sorry for wad i did. I really feel very bad after. It sucks to know that such 'density' can exist. Sometimes u just can't help blamin urself. Yet again. U know that action speaks louder than words. But you are really right. I am weak these days. Not a good thing i would think. *shrugs*

A guide to a great end to a night:
1) Get a bottle of vanilla coke
2) Play some good music (Howie Day's "Collide")
3) Sit at the basketball court
4) Watch the stars and the moon
5) Count the number of households with lights on in unearthly hours
6) Hum to self
7) Think
8) Take deep breaths
9) Enjoy the cool breeze
10) Revel in the calming effect of the natural smell of the night
11) Pick up bag and take a slow walk home
12) Sleep

^_^

she spoke at
3:00 AM