Thursday, August 11, 2005
Was blog surfing on heavy flow's com when i finally got read mr.canoepolo blogspot's blog. Something he mentioned actually reminded me of what happened on saturday. Thought i would never think of it again. Quote: "my 2nd ref from NTU and the goal line judge is from NUS told me its a goal...i have to trust them...i have to look out for other foul too...ref are humans too...i hope everyone all the ref regardless they are new or old some form of respect...:) sometimes we just don't see things from a ref point of view...i am a player too...almost all ref are players too..." First official duty and there was already a goal discrepancy. TP vs SP. Really stressful knowing that the fate of the team lies upon your decision. Weili couldn't have said it better. When you already have the preconcieved notion that it is a goal...you will see it as a goal. Esp if the shot attempt looks like it will be a goal. Truth be told. I was kinda affected after makin the decision esp when i saw the TP players after that. But what i saw was what i called for. Strange that some people said it was and some wasn't. *shrugs* Sometimes things are just so grey. Speaking of which quite alot of fouls were also not called. Its probably true that we can only see that much. My admiration goes to all the refs. Not an easy job indeed.
Hmmm...suddenly launching into polo talk again. Just had lunch with the girls. So funny. Lizard was saying that we should wait for siti cuz she'll need her daily dosage of polo (just by seeing us) Heh. The paddies went fireworks viewing on tues while i was busying myself at tyeisha's birthday. Wow. How can a kid have so much energy? She was partying with us till like 5am. -_-"' Gonna see the paddies again tmr. Staying in school cuz our match has been pushed up till like 8.30am!!! Gonna be gg down to train at 6.30am. Whoa. Can't believe the crazy schedule. Trainin was till 12am yst. Had to leave by 11.15. Even so i was running like mad. No...make that sprinting like mad just to catch the last bus. URGH!!! Just realize that i actually had quite a few shooting chance after video watchin'. RAR!!! Why didn't i take the shot??? Liling's right. When i want to go in. Make sure i am inside to shoot...if not...don't even go in at all. Uh huh. I will remember that on saturday. *knocks head*
First attempt at penalty shot and tie-breaker shootouts at training today. Stressed. I need to be on form on saturday. Need to keep keep and keep. Focus focus focus. Its damn frustrating when i am off form. Esp during competition. I must keep every ball. EVERY SINGLE ONE of them freakin' balls!!! *psyched up*
Okie. Gg for class now. URGH!!!
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