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Saturday, April 07, 2007

Was reading a friend’s blog and stumbled upon this very interesting entry.
Apparently someone friendster-ed her this so i decided to give it a shot as well.

'feel like saying something? get if off your chest. say something to ten people, the most honest and heartfelt msg. do not leave a name, if it's meant to be, they will know it for them. partners not included.'

Haha...so i guess i shall leave the partner out then though i did have an entry for her.

1. Dear you, whom I will take a bullet for any day. From the very first time I saw you, I knew our paths were meant to cross. Till this day, I have yet to be proven wrong. That instant spark, that immediate connection, where else will I ever find that? The most non-judgemental, warm, unassuming, understanding, big-hearted person I have ever met. My mountain. My soul mate. My geek. My could-have-been girlfriend (haha). You’re one that I never would ever want to lose. Not in this lifetime.

2. Dear you, I sometimes wonder what the hell happened between us. Till this day, I still can’t quite explain the emotions that were running through my mind that night. But I don’t think there’s the need to anymore. I came to realise that after so long, I still talk to you like how I use to. And that is all that matters.

3. Dear you, I was quite unsettled by the initial shock when you told me you might ‘see me differently’ now that things has changed. But I am still the same old person you met 4 years ago. I know we haven’t been in touch much since I left. But I do miss all those time spent together. Still fondly remember the days where everyone thought you were my other half. (‘Are you, are you?’) That was hilarious. We should really touch base again.

4. Dear you, I don’t think I’ve ever told you and I don’t think I ever will.

5. Dear you, I use to think that it was a waste that we could have been. And sometimes I feel that what we have now doesn’t quite do us justice.

6. Dear you, just the other day, I was reading the letters you wrote me. And I cried. Not because I was sad, but because I was overwhelmed. I knew that I had meant a lot to you and it amazes me to see how anyone could care so deeply and unconditionally for someone else. It is beyond me to be someone like that and I truly admire that quality in you. I’m sorry I wasn’t there all the time and that I probably didn’t treat you as well as you deserved. Things were rather different then. But we stuck through it all and I am glad we are where we are now. I think the most crazy-interesting relationship in this lot lies with you. It has to be.

7. Dear you, I want to learn to live without your shadow. I need to know that I am who I am and not who you want me to be. I don’t think you deserve this but neither do i.

8. Dear you, after that long, you’re bound to have a spot in here. I will never forget how we use to hang out like ALL the time. And I still am glad to have you in my life. It’s nice to know that no matter how long, we will always be able to take off from where we stopped. Although i still can’t believe the crush I use to have on you. That was, come to think of it, rather silly. But you know I’ll always have that soft spot for you.

9. Dear you, I wish I could tell you everything. But I can’t because I am afraid. One day I will hope for you to know that I am still the same girl you’ve always known. You are my greatest strength.

10. Dear you, I never really got to spend time with you and that is really quite a shame.

So do you want to dear me?

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