about the idea of over-dependency.
In more ways than one.
The idea of having to be the only one in constant motion.
Alongside the inabilities, the silent expectations the subtelty of disappointments.

And in this moment i just need a bed.
To lie down.
Think of nothing.
Absolutely nothing.

It's been awhile since i've gotten a text poetry.
And i realise it's nice to still get one from time to time.

I wonder why...
The feelings.
Of going fast.
Of running straight off into a world of the unknown.
Not seeing the paths ahead...
And never sure of the road i've traveled to get there.
How do we see the moment...
When the one to be is always so close.
A reminder of the fleeting.
It's alot like a memory...
Lost on the tip of a freshly scented day of some day.
A dream...
Or not.
Why the fall...
When it's alot like flight.

On a lighter note...
Red Tide has finalised the team line-up!
(welcome back shuz and #1)
And scored themselves a new coach.
(we feel so loved)
Felt kinda shitty with myself though.
Ah...but that is that.

This is 10% luck, 20% skill
15% concentrated power of will
5% pleasure 50% pain
And a 100% reason to remember the name!

Go girls!!!
6 more Sundays.

she spoke at
3:06 PM